I’ve never been a great sleeper, but this is insomnia on a whole new level. Lying there hour after hour feeling exhausted but you just can’t sleep is one of the worst feelings in the world and I’d give anything to be able to sleep properly again, I really would. I just don’t think until I’m home free that I’ll be able to, and I just dread to think what my health will be like another three months from now - providing I make it that long.